Long sad story. please help?

I doubt you will see my answer, but that's beside the point. This will take you a long time to get over, I know it's hard to get over something like this, and many people don't recover fully. if you do read this i just want to tell you that SUICIDE is not the answer. There's always one path you can take that will lead to good, it could take you 1 week, 1 month or even years. You just need to find that one path and you can be happy again. And it may not seem like it now, but you will find someone like him, possibly better than him that won't screw you over. You just have to be strong and make the right decisions until you do so. There is a reason why there's 7 billion people on this planet, you can't possibly pick just 1 and hope it lasts forever. And, you say his friends said that? Maybe they told him lies about you, and they told you lies about him. And the reason he told told everyone those rumors about you is because you hurt him when you said you faked all that . Just please, don't end your life over this guy, it's not worth it.